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fractalcloud
Why is it so easy to move on from a five year relationship? Is it wrong of me to be unable to shed a tear, or am I just not allowing myself to feel the impact yet? Or could it be this new relationship I am in, that I don't even think about him. But I do think about him. There is a sadness in my heart for him, there is also some guilt, some anger, because I spent almost a quarter of my life with him. Wow. That is scary.

My dad is giving me a house to live in upstate for free, so Jonathan and I are moving up there to go to school and to get the fuck away from Charleston.

I love Charleston. Charleston is in my blood, it will always be home, but the many memories attached to this place hold me back, not to mention that I can't afford to live here anymore. This house I am moving into is completely renovated, four bedrooms, hardwood floors, a big yard, a front porch. It is kinda in the middle of nowhere though. But my dad is also giving me a car, so maybe I can visit some of you lovely people.

birthday pictures!
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Figures
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That you'd be three hours late. As usual.

ha. People.

Why
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do I always feel like I am a burden, like everyone is getting prepared to leave me? Why do I hang onto people whom I know want nothing to do with me? It is so frustrating.

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fractalcloud
I kinda want to have a random friend from online stay with me for a few days..I like the idea of getting to know someone in real life. If anyone is up for an adventure!

Trying to leash train my cat and new glasses!
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I bought a harness for my kitty because he loves to go outside and eat the grass and roll around, but he can't be an outdoor-indoor cat because this neighborhood is too dangerous for him. Plus, he is white, and being out in the sun all day would increase his likelihood of getting cancer.

And I finally got glasses. I had some previously, but they were lopsided and I lost them sometimes in a period of what I like to call complete insanity..

Now my eyes won't hurt constantly because of contacts. Yay!

I got a cat
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His name is Alabaster. He is the love of my life.

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Writer's Block: Meow vs. Arf
fractalcloud
Cats, but I have always had a love of cats since I can remember. I had a cat-themed room when I was a kid, even! I always admired their independence and they always display an aura of freedom that I wish I could attain. Dogs are great, too, but they are much more dependent on you, they're messier, and they always make more noise. Cats love attention, but only when they want it. They are just so damned cute, too. Also, I love that they help rid your house of bugs ;)

I wish I could have a cat, but I don't know where I will be within the next six months, so bringing along a cat with me can kinda make living situations more complicated.
Cats or dogs-- which do you prefer, and why?

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fractalcloud
How do you define the feeling of lost?

Tonight
fractalcloud
Me just sobbing uncontrollably for no particular reason.

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